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Mourning

June 20th, 2007 · 1 Comment

Confession: I like throwing up a blog post, a way to stay in touch with you, and a distraction for myself from other must-do tasks. But I’m already mourning the fact that one day, there will no longer be journals, notebooks (which, of course, is now another word for a “laptop computer”), or sketch books. Nothing that holds our secrets. (Nothing for others to discover after we’re gone.)
I still have notebooks, and I have friends who still do. I was in a restaurant the other day here in Hong Kong, writing in my notebook, and a tall woman came in, sat down at a table nearby, and pulled out hers. I observed her for a quick moment, early fifties perhaps, a face not too attractive, but with charm, like an actor playing a minor role in a TV drama series whose name you can’t quite remember. She wore a simple white T-shirt, black trousers and white canvas sneakers. A shawl to ward off the cold air from the air conditioner. She ordered a salad, ate absent-mindedly, and was otherwise absorbed in her writing. 
I liked that: being private, even in public. A journal is like that. Private, small things, for the self. Reminders, notes, observations, images and imagining. 

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Sketchbook pages from Audrey Kawasaki’s website  

Blogs and the need to broadcast will kill all that. I sat with my bowl of noodle, and after a while, got absorbed in my own thoughts and my own writing in the journal. When I looked up, she was gone.

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  • duc // Jun 20, 2007 at 9:24 am

    From Preyanka, in Boulder, Colorado: “I am a journal person. I have kept real paper journals since I was 10 (I still have all of them). I used to have to write everything out on paper before I could type it out, but, now, for the sake of efficiency perhaps, I have learned to think and type at the same time.”

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